I miss your devilish smile, the "Look at the grin and ignore the trouble I am about to unleash" smile that you had down so well. It has been so long since I have heard your laugh. Life took a crazy left turn out of no where on January 24, 1992 when I got the call. From the hospital stay to your Valentine burial to the sentencing on your birthday, this still seems like a bad dream. It has been 34 years and I am forgetting details and it saddens me that I was not able to see the man you were becoming. On the other hand, it has been 34 years and there are days when it hurts like the crash was yesterday. I could not have asked for a better brother. Your memory gets me energized on the good days and gets me through the bad days. I hope you know that you are always in my heart and I try to make a difference because of you. See you later alligator.