The biggest piece of my heart is missing and I will never again be the same. Your love and laughter rings in my memories and I can close my eyes and imagine you near. There is no justice in death. To die by the hand of your children’s father is an inconsolable death. To extend mercy is the hardest thing to ever ask of a mother yet hate is too much of a burden to bear. He has destroyed the family. The children are forever haunted and I am walking in a trance. We cannot bear your absence. Why did you have to go?
— Nina Adams